Diary Entry #8

Dear Ana,

I guess it's been a few days. Nothing exciting has happened really.

My favorite person in the entire world (Nick Santino) released an EP and I STARTED SCREAMING SO LOUD I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

Ahem, but anyway ya.

Janet and I are going to her brother's friend's concert in August. It should be really fun.

Oh, I went to an amusement park yesterday with my dad and step-siblings. It was a lot of fun and I'm so proud of myself because I used Ana methods to cut my meal in half AND I said I would rather walk around than swim at the water park there. Challenge of not putting my fatty self in a swim suit this summer has just gotten so much easier.

I also found out that my older sister was beat up by her now ex-husband in front of their three small children. I almost threw up when I found out. My older sister may hate me but I love her and I love my niece and nephews. As bad as it sounds, she's moving closer to home so a plus side is that I get to spend more time with my babies now.

Well, I'm walking up to Walgreens to get diet pills and band aids (finally). It's an escape from my annoying little step sisters. God, they're annoying.

You know, sometimes I feel almost claustrophobic by staying in this town. I need to breathe,  experience life, find love...and I just can't do it here. Everything about this place brings me painful memories and broken dreams. I can't wait to get out of here. Someday.

Till next time,
Holly :)