Diary Entry #7

Dear Ana,

Another day of self-hatred, another day of crying myself silly over skinny, beautiful girls.
The day went relatively okay. My mom and I went to the pet store to get Hermit Crab supplies and books. We also went to Best Buy where I bought A Flair For The Dramatic and Let's Cheers To This and fangirled with the checkout girl over how amazing those bands were.
We got home and I shaved my legs and all that jazz seeming how I'm going to an amusement park Tuesday. It was good until 9 PM, when I made a box of Spongebob Mac n Cheese and ate All.Of.It. I feel sick; like I should throw it all back up. Plus I didn't take my walk today so I feel like such a failure. Tomorrow, no excuses, I'm waking up at 8 and walking to the library. I'll bring money and water with me and I'll just spend the day there reading, doing crafts, playing on the xbox, etc. I'll work on my entry for the book reading contest. See, it's all perfect. Think about how much smarter I'll be by reading all of those books and biographies! Andd, I'll be too preoccupied to eat. Killing two birds with one stone.

I should get sleepy so that I can wake up and walk.

Wishes For The Better,
Holly