Diary Entry #10

My Dearest Darling Ana,

My pest of a younger step-sister just got home from camp and the tension in the household is back. It was fine with Gabby, I actually like her. She's nice to me and watches Spongebob with me. But Grace is a whole other story.
Today I walked to the library and back and have been really restraining on my food intake. According to MyFitnessPal, I have 1,079 calories left for today. It's only 3:40 so we'll see where the night goes.
I got books on Ana, Mia, and being bipolar - for more research. I also got this healthy cookbook. I was half-tempted to get a clean-eating cookbook but all of that is veggies and sea food (I really hate seafood).
I was enjoying my time alone in the living room and then my step-dad started yelling at Gabby so I'm just gonna hide in my room until my mom gets home.
With my mom working so much I think I can really pull this off, Ana. I'll keep you updated.
(Oh and PS I'm taking my anti-depressants again...fun)

Love,
A Hopeful Holly