Diary Entry #5

Dear Ana,

I had a dream about my crush last night  I guess I really do miss him (my school crush not Jake). I'll take a walk by his house today for closure I guess.

Today is my brother's 16th birthday. Even though it doesn't seem like it, I'm proud of him. I love my brother and I hope these next 3 years of high school will be smooth sailing for him. And I pray to the Lord above that he doesn't decide to join the Army. I'm not discriminating against the Army but he feels as though that's the only thing for him because people have told him countless times that he's not smart enough for anything else. Bullshit. I feel as if I'm the only one who talks to him about other options that he can do and what he actually wants to do after high school. I hope he goes with our options instead my fathers.

 Yesterday I walked about 3 miles to my cousins house and I woke up this morning burnt to a crisp. Damn my Irish genes haha.

Well, my mac n cheese isn't going to cook itself (and don't worry it's just an illusion so my mom doesn't question if I haven't been eating).

Until Tonight,
Holly :)