I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!!!!! I JUST FUCKING BINGED AND ATE AN ENTIRE BOX OF SPONGEBOB MAC N CHEESE. I WANT TO BE THIN SO BAD ANA PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE. WHY CAN'T I BE AS PRETTY AS AUTUMN? WHY CAN'T I BE LOVELY AND OLDER AND WANTED BY GUYS?? PLEASE I JUST WANT TO BE THIN.